Next time you watch the Super Bowl, count the number of times that the commercials use the word ‘deserve’. No doubt, you will deserve a car, a soft drink, a burger, and a beer according to the advertisers. As easy as it would be to blame the advertisers for this, we must remember that they only say this because we believe it.
We feel that we are owed a car, a soft drink, a burger, and a beer. Why do we deserve it?
I am very cautious with the word deserve. It speaks of the just rewards we get for our actions. We assume that because we are good people that we are entitled to good rewards. God owes us. He should give us what we deserve.
They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, covetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips, 30 slanderers, haters of God, insolent, haughty, boastful, inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, 31 foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless. Though they know God’s righteous decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them. Romans 1:28-31
While I have not murdered anyone it is possible that from time to time that I have been insolent, boastful, disobedient to parents, and covetous. Paul seems to think that far from deserving a beer, I deserve to die. And not just to die.
He will render to each one according to his works: to those who by patience in well-doing seek for glory and honor and immortality, he will give eternal life; but for those who are self-seeking and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, there will be wrath and fury. There will be tribulation and distress for every human being who does evil, the Jew first and also the Greek, but glory and honor and peace for everyone who does good, the Jew first and also the Greek. For God shows no partiality. Romans 2:6-11
The last line there, “For God shows no partiality” is a way of saying God is fair. He is giving us what we deserve. Notice as well what happens “who are self-seeking”, they will get what they deserve: wrath and fury.
What we deserve is Hell! We deserve for the eternal and holy God to punish us.
I don’t want what I deserve.
Many of the sins we commit come from this sense of entitlement. How much complaining, coveting, and doubting God’s goodness do we do because we don’t really believe that we deserve Hell? Imagine the gratitude we would feel if we fully believe we deserved Hell and then found a God who gave us Jesus, pizza, snowflakes, galaxies, friends, air conditioning, and Frank Sinatra music. We would be overflowing with gratitude for a God who did not curse us in our sin but instead pulled out his full creativity to think of ways to bless us.
The fact is that Jesus got what I deserve (which was not a Lexus). He took what i deserved and he gave me what he deserved (which is better than a Lexus). The God of the Universe looked at me and said, “I let my son suffer for him.” Why would he do this? I’m not really sure.
But I don’t want what I deserve.